Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Theres something...

There's something that keeps my emotions spinning
And lately I feel like I am never winning
 How much longer can I wait for you
We use to be one and now we are two
This is heartbreak in a new direction
So tell me if you will catch me from this fall
Or do I not mean enough to you at all?
Can we make the past only a memory in history?
Like and unsolved mmystery
Or will it crash and burn like carosine and flames?


Monday, May 9, 2011

Haikus

The rose you give me
Is a sign of our rough past
But also true love

With each strum you play
Every word you sing to me
Time stands still for us

Hard lines on your face
Tell a story of hardship
And the pain of war

Why is it like this
Cancer taking a good man
Gramps keep on fighting

Lets stick together
Family is not just a word
Strong support is here
The end of school is so near
Unlike the others there is not much I fear
Soon a new beginning will come for me
In a different and learning filled world for me to see
Tears and many smiles will be filled on my face when I have to say goodbye
"Don't worry mother" I say followed by a deep and long sigh
This is a time for me to truly find my own
An adventure is to come, one that is still unknown
The last months have arrived
All the tests and exams I survived
Graduation and many important days ahead
For me there is no time to waste laying in bed
So farewell to you all
I shall see you next fall

Monday, May 2, 2011

Ello to England!

Just thought I would share some exciting news! I am officially heading to England for an 11 month volunteering exchange.My interviews are complete and all that's left is a group meeting briefing me for my departure at the end of August.Eek! such exciting thing for me.I can wait to enjoy a new culture with new people and view others outlooks on life.I also get to work with kids with disabilities and help them with their everyday lives which is going to be such a neat experience ,as I want to become a nurse after this trip of a lifetime.Something so good about this adventure for me is that I will get breaks so I can travel all through Europe seeing so much history and landmarks I only dreamed about before this opportunity came.I am looking forward to this so much and many say its silly to take a year off before going back to school, but I feel as though it will be a refreshing, positive and helpful break for me before I get my head back in the books!

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Finally what I believe

Choices shape the future
Love can blind us from reality
The presence of one, in which you trusted can easily be forgotten
Caught up in your words you have turned me further away
I once felt we could be there for each other
But it is lost now
It cant ever be repaired to what is was
And the things you say to me have no remorse or regret
So this is where I can say confidently
You are not the same person you were
Decisions molded the present and future
And those little things that brought us together 
 Are now the little things that piece by piece build the red brick wall of indifference separating us

Bon Iver -Blindsided

Sunday, April 10, 2011

My First Song

     Yesterday I was feeling inspired when I was playing guitar and began to write what came out of my mouth with each strum of a chord.And surprisingly it all worked pretty well together.So after another hour of smoothing out all the chords lyrics and chorus, I think I have finally completed my very 1st song!Such exciting news for me.My lyrics tell a story of falling out of love and the person is figuring out what they want in life and making decisions for them finally.Not too sure how my mind decided to go in that direction but I really like it.Its a slower song with a really pretty chorus and I am hoping to record it on my computer later on this week so you guys will be able to hear it.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Arcade Fire - Suburbs


So I was watching this music video and there is something about it where you have to continue to watch it, and its super intriguing.So I thought I would share :)